Something to Say

Hello Friends And Guests!!!

ugh =_= im getting way too lazy nowadays. i can see that my performance slowly reduce and the spirit to get better at drawing dimmed. >.< i so cant let this happen! *push positive thoughts inside brain* challenges are meant to be break not be let to push you backwards!!! fuwaa!!!

well, i noticed that i talk too much. agh yeahIknowthatitalktomuchherebutthatdoesn tcount D< just that... well i think i just leave it to that >.<' what matters is, lesson learned and i hope to never voice out TOO many things cos things could get ugly...

yesterday i found 4 stay little kitties on my way back from pyramid D: aaawww i wanted to bring them back home but my landlord wont allow it. saaad! they wanted to follow me too! and they were soo cuute ;A; i hope they are safe and the dogs wont find them.. there are loads of dogs there. WAA >.<

went to TOA a few days ago we had lunch together x] well we didnt really talk much. i mean with each other lol. we went with his causin and his senpai. me with my usual group xP

anyways.. i have a new scanner! well it's like scanner/photocopy/printer actually >D but i cant use the scanner for some weird reason D: i haveta take a look at it again when i go back to sunway :/

ah yeah! im making my OC cosplay >D i bought the clothes already. but idk.. white doesnt really look good with my skin :s and the blouse and skirt doesnt match that well :/ but looks ok i guess >.<' i need something what-look-like a corset... well.. corset would be cool :/ but NOT the hard one la D< maybe i'll draw out what i mean ._. hmm.. i might just use my sister's shoes and ned to buy ribbon... and a few things to put the feathers together for the wings =_= well... actually at pyramid sells wings.. but idk =_= doesnt look that nice :/ the feathers that i bought are in ugly blue and purple color =_=' im thinking of dying it... cant dye it white tho...

haizz!! D< maybe i just go and paint it white and be done with it!!!

MANY things happened! a few days ago, me (fredlina), (halie), michael, nelson, Tu and jin went to a karaoke party, which is 's birthday party. and it was AWSOME!! lemme tell yah! ok ok!

the day before the party (oh it was on.. wednesday i think.. in exploration week) , i went to Tu's house. staying over for the night but well, we didnt really stay lol. i just put my bag at her house then we went to 's house. we watched Beauty and The Beast 2 and Cinderella 2 and Naruto The Movie: Bond. It was AWSOME! Tu havent watch any of em so she enjoyed them the most i havent watch the naruto movie before that so i was so excited! it's soo damn awesome! i'll tell yah later x]

ok so then, about 2-3am (yeah THAT late lol) me and Tu went back to her room and watch some videos. then we were hungry cos we just had subway for dinner. so we went to Sayang restaurant. we meet up with nelson and jin who happened to be eating there. then about 6am we went back to Tu's room then we... i mean I get some sleep. Tu stayed awake and play my laptop ._.' about 10am we went to the pyramid for the party i wasnt sure where we were goin that time so i just go with them ._.

the karaoke.. er place was SOOO HUGE! there's so many rooms that i think without all my friends i could get lost lol. the room is so very awesome and the food there are so tasty ^^ im not a good singer and i said to myself that i wasnt going to sing ._. but i did anyway and had a really good time!!! but in the middle of it all, michael was doing his assignments ._. tho not much cos of our distractions lol. i mean come on... how can u do work when other ppl singing heir throats off and having fun?? 8D

after that we went to sushi zenmai er.. idk the exact spelling and had sushi *o* awesome experience. i was like.. staring at the sushi that was passing through the moving escalator thingie. staresss o.o.... i want one but i spent to much already xD''' me and fred buy something.. i forgot what ._.' but it was so good! and this and that.. i cant explain it all lol

well but then me and fred bought MORE sushi at Jusco 8D lol sushi sushi... x333



i wanna say here that i LOVE Bie Hive. it's a restaurant near my collage that have offer at launch; u can pick about 30 dishes and it costs only rm5, and sky juice is free and the owner is very nice and friendly :3 me and my classmates always hang out there ^^

ok done x.x

sorry! i want to add a little here >.< well, yesterday i went to see/hear videos related to final fantasy there's video that show the remix versions of the ff songs so COOL! i noticed that many of the songs got remixed for dissidia! cool man! especially the remix of ff8 battle theme and that get me goin on with all the ff stuff last night that i sleep late ._. lol actually posted a link of ff13 battle theme.. i think on facebook >D that's what makes me start on all this ff stuff lol

YOU PEOPLE ARE AWESOME! almost 1.8k already THANK YOU! i wanna draw something but yeah =_=''' i'll try >.<''' and i noticed that many more ppl are watching me and favving my arts thanks so very much!!!! did i mention before? no?

displayed me in his Weekly Features [link] THANKS SO MUCH!!! im so happy about it ^^ he also tagged me ._. and i just noticed xP''' im doing it. scroll waaay down for it. yea i kno i talk too much but w/e lol


My Arts

WORK WORK WORK! i SO cant wait for semester break to get my brain straight Dx im so crazy right now! even thought it's only 3 weeks. just come on ;A; have mercy upon us future artists. i still need to do some drawings like gloria's noctis and thank you gifts and all that i want to draw >.<' but yeah =_= it'll only gonna get harder and harder >.<" have to... work! cant.. be negetive.. uhuk

neway... it's kinda weird now.. cos usually i like to draw girls. now i like to draw guys. ._. maybe cos in Figure Studies we are trained to draw guys first because it's a little easier and matches the rough strokes that we have to do. ah damn i forgot i have to do the apek. aish =_=


Anime n Manga
SPOILER ALERT! THIS PART MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS!! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!!

NARUTO
OMG wth sakura??/ =A='''' okay yeah i kinda know WHY she did it. but WTH!!!! well ._. she got her own plan and looks like Sai also have something up his sleeves. Sai you devil artist you >3 and LOL killerbee! a pencil? lmao xDDD that's genius man genius xD and ugh kisame's sword is alive =A='''

NARUTO Movie: Bond

as i mentioned before, i watched this movie at Fred's house and it's so DAMN COOL! LOVE IT! Sai looks so AWSOME here *o*!!! he almost never get into the action man! waa and shino as well. cooooool!!! and sasuke actually smiled! hakyuu x33 and i like it when naruto and sasuke work together!!! well ._. they did it almost unknowingly BUT STILL *o*!!!!

SKIPBEAT!
OMG!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!! is he gonna kiss her? omg omg DDDDx such a cliffhanger!! and it's not updated yet! WALAAAA!!! *goes nuts* *coughs* ._. i think if he will, then he will say that that's one of the 'acting kiss' he mentioned U_U but STIIIL!!!! *spam refresh page* update update update Dx and aww :3 the flower glass is so sweet! and the pudding is cool! i like it how she relate it with the queen of rose thing :3 cuuute! and ren's expression and when he said 'this is getting dangerous' hakyuuuu x3333

hmm :/ well, fairy tail seems quite interesting. but later later >.<''' im reading the manga '' He's dedicated to roses'' manga cos idk... it got no1 on the MangaFox chart so i think i check it out =_= but not good.. i need to start on my assignments soon! haish!!!



Music

related to the title this time

Dangerous To Know from Hillary Duff


Some secrets need to be kept
Some stories should never be told
Some reasons shouldn't be understood
They just might turn your blood cold

Who needs all the answers?
Who takes all the chances?
Who said the truth's gonna save you?
When the truth can be dangerous

Like the way I feel
It's alright to steal
What I need from you
Do what I have to do
Say what I have to say
Go where I have to go
And that's dangerous
Dangerous to know

I was a law onto myself
When you found me out on my own
Together nothing was sacred
Together we where alone

Who needs all the questions?
Who lost their direction?
Who said a lie's gonna break you?
When a lie could be dangerous

Like the way I feel
It's alright to steal
What I need from you
Do what I have to do
Say what I have to say
Go where I have to go
And that's dangerous
Dangerous to know

Ignorance is bliss
You're safe when you resist
There's no safety in a kiss like this
It's dangerous
So kiss me
Kiss me

Like the way I feel
It's alright to steal
What I need from
Do what I have to do
Say what I have to say
Go where I have to go
And that's dangerous
Dangerous
Like the way I feel
It's alright to steal
What I need from
Do what I have to do
Say what I have to say
Go where I have to go
And that's dangerous
Dangerous to know

Some secrets need to be kept

this song thought me a lesson

Precious People

i like to take this chance to thank my friends!! Always there when i need them and give me support!
For and and of course, ! thanx alot for the wonderful WONDERFUL comments and for and for always favving my arts (:

muh frenz! deviant and fiesta n rl!
muh guild master >D my photoshop sensei
my fabulous IG nii-chan
my 1st fiesta-deviant fren x]
my oh so crazy fren 8D

Others
Ppl I know IRL!

and gloria but she wont let me show her dA *shrugs* >.>

did i forgot anyone?

Special Mention to
:33 for being so awesome

And for all that supports me, fav/comments my arts and +watch me!! *hugs all*

i love u all! i wish u people a nice life

Apologies

sorry for rambling, for stupid and confusing stuff I said, especially for whining, for long journal, for my bad english, for typos. also, sorry if I offended you in any way *bows*


Other

Since I decided to put this in my journal, i'll post in some random survey~

Tagged by this cool guy ->
Tsundere (Harsh Outside-Gentle Inside)
[] You come off as sort of aloof to other people.
[x] In public, you intentionally refrain from showing much weakness.
[] You have a secret obsession with something cute.
[] You pretend that you hate your crush even though you really love him/her.
[] You blush when people point out your sensitivities.
[] You blush when people tell sexual jokes.
Total: 1

Yandere (Gentle Outside-Harsh Inside)
[x] You’re very sweet and kind in public.
[] When romance becomes a topic of discussion, people say your personality changes drastically.
[] You know some sort of martial art, swordplay, or otherwise.
[] You have a crush who you’d literally kill for.
[] You have a pet-peeve that makes you snap.
[x] Schizophrenic? Mood Swings.
Total:2

Meganekko (Girl-with-Glasses Character)
[x] You have glasses.
[x] You can sometimes be clumsy, ditzy, or absent-minded.
[x] You are always very polite in your speech.
[] You are fairly intelligent in some field.
[x] You take discipline seriously.
[] You have some sort of fetish for something.
Total:4

Tsukkomi (Angry Guy)
[x] You have a friend who often makes dumb or embarrassing remarks.
[] You smack/beat up this friend in some way.
[] You do your best to maintain a calm facade, only to be thwarted by this friend.
[] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yin”
[x] You swear a lot. (=3= michael's fault~)
[] You try to bring out the more serious side of your ridiculous friend.
Total:2

Boke (Dumb Guy)
[x] You often make silly or embarrassing comments.
[x] You like annoying the heck out of your best friend.
[x] You often get beaten up by your friend in some way, but you take it in good stride.
[] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yang”.
[x] You are normally very laidback and carefree.
[] You try to bring out the happier side of your angry friend. (awkey wth ._. )
Total: 4

Nadeshiko (Perfect Wife)
[] You are always, almost overly, polite.
[x] You love traditional Japanese culture.
[] You often wear either a kimono, yukata
[] You’re an excellent cook.
[] You are hardly ever angry.
[x] You have really long hair. (eah.. not THAT long ._. )
Total: 2

Sexy Character
[] Your bust/package is...formidable. (pkfft x} )
[] You like making sexual innuendos. (=_= )
[] You encourage trips to the beach, pool, or onsen (hot springs). (noh)
[] There are some sexual things that you are ignorant to or need explained to you.
[] You’re an expert cosplayer.
[] You like the taste of alcohol.
Total: 0

Loli/Shota Character
[] You like sweets or chocolate.
[x] You adore cute things and/or the word “kawaii”.
[x] You use Japanese suffixes like “-chan,” “-tan,” “-sempai,” etc...
[x] You add unnecessary suffixes to the ends of your sentences, like “nyo,” “nyu,” “un,” etc...etc~~~
[x] You are considered gullible or naive.
[] You have a tall/powerful friend who protects you.
Total: 4


eah.. so im a... ._. stupid girl-with-glasses loli? 6=A=''' i should draw something like that 8D but wait =A=''' uhuk asgmnts!